Maggie's Blog

One and half years has gone by since last visit to my parents. Feels like yesterday...Thinking about daddy and mammy’s grey hair, I can feel my heart is moving for their love. Even thought they are so far away, I can still feel their love and dream about them all the time. There is a Chinese say “no place is better than home”.  Now I feel it’s so strong than ever… Last week when I was cooking a dish, I was thinking how mom cooked when I was kid.  That delicious smell is still in my mind though so many years has passed....

近来有些想家, 总是想到爸爸和妈妈, 想到爸爸妈妈两鬓斑白的头发, 想到小时候得了肠炎, 爸爸和妈妈背我去看病,  想到小时候妈妈做的油炸扒皮鱼. 没次总是让妈妈多做一些, 因为我向来爱吃鱼的… 那无数无数的回忆, 就象是昨天…现在有些后悔小时候向来顽固又不听话,经常叛屰而让父母担心, 而今相隔万里之遥, 却常常思想他们. 而今我长大了, 他们又要为我身在易地而担心…哎! 总是觉得过意不去…希望将来可以把他们接来这里安度晚年吧…哪好也不如家好, 现在却是深有感触. 家乡的一切一切一丝一毫都象是刻在我记忆的深层, 每每浮入我的脑海…Hope March is coming soon, then I can go home to visit, yah! I really can't wait until then...

做了两年的会计, 觉得在以前的岗位上学不到什么新的知识了, 所以决定去了RBC 做...

第一个星期只是坐在那里看看大家在干什么, 到了周四开始培训了, 到了周五我开始自己做了, 结果因为不熟练和ＳＨＡＲＥ　Ａ　ＣＯＭＰＵＴＥＲ的原因, 我没能在6点做完我的价格, 被一个SENIOR讯了一通，　讯的我眼泪直下．．．从这一刻开始我就开始讨厌这个工作．．．每天的三个ＲＥＰＯＲＴＳ真的让我忙的团团转，尤其在晚上时，几乎要一路小跑的打ＲＥＰＯＲＴＳ．．．每天做梦都是工作之类的事．．．：（

天呀！我真的是感到很大的压力呀！这压力让我心有倶色，　我真的不晓得自己可以坚持到多久呀．．．　希望我可以坚持的久一些吧！也不要再流眼泪，一定要坚强．．．

又过了一个圣诞节, 新的一年又要来临了, 许多往日的朋友都已不知去向...回国的回国, 还有的为了工作去了别的城市. 圣诞节的感觉好是凄清呀!

还好有机会约了Amy, 又见到她, 感觉好亲切呀! 许多住在学校时往事又浮上心头. 学生时的记忆似若昨日... 还记得我到她寝室吃饭的情形, 她的烧鸡翅到如今还记忆犹新. 还有她可爱的小花猫...回忆总是那么甜美的, 如果总是那个年纪, 再也不长大该有多好呀!

只能祝福所有的朋友圣诞快乐, 你无论在何方, 我的记忆都会将你珍藏...

 

When I was in high school, I just love Liang Feng Yi's books. She is a successful business woman and writes lots of buiness field woman strive to be successful. Even though the process is hard and bitter, at the end the main charactors always grow strong and become the pilate of life.

Here is the song from 女人本色. Hope all ladies could work hard for their self and cheers for what their success. 

人的一生是短暂的, 就让我们一同为我们的努力奋斗而喝彩,在我们的泪水中成长. 做个主宰自己生命的强者. There is nothing impossible in our life! 让我们一起笑对人生吧! :)

生日快乐的歌曲
　　为什么明明相爱到最后还是要分开
　　是否我们总是俳徊在心门之外
　　谁知道又和你相聚在人海
　　命运如此安排总叫人无奈
　　这些年过得不好不坏只是好像少了一个人存在
　　而我渐渐明白你仍然是我不变的关怀
　　有多少爱可以重来有多少人愿意等待
　　当懂得珍惜以后回来却不知那份爱会不会还在
　　有多少爱可以重来有多少人值得等待
　　当爱情已经桑田沧海是否还有勇气去爱"有多少年可以重来, 有多少人值得等待...

上周刚从国内回来, 闲来无事, 所以打算看看周末的中文电影. 很巧的看了"生日快乐"...和着那首回味深长的老歌"有多少爱可以重来有多少人愿意等待..."

当女主角小米得知深爱以旧的男友小南要结婚时, 一个人在停车场开着车，连续不断地打弯, 最终泪不能止..." 人生或许总是这样的, 相识是缘,相知是份, 相守却是那么那么的不易...有时就算等待多年, 徘徊许久, 放弃许多, 换来的却往往不是我们期待的那样…命运的安排总是叫人无奈… 最终小南却是离开了人世, 只是小米还蒙在鼓里, 期待着有一天能再见到深爱的小南…

影片感情细腻, 低沉, 加上那首惆怅的老歌. 真的让我泪水难止, 还被老公嘲笑了好久…

 

 

 

每每在机场远望家人, 恋恋不舍的离别时, 心里都是酸楚楚的, 这一去又要两年了…每次重复着同样的心情, 每次忍不住泪水夺眶而出, 不晓得自己为何要选择这条路, 选择这条不归路…渐渐远走, 远走, 远离所有的家人, 所有的朋友…

人生为何总是这样无奈, 无可选择. 我的一生, 这样奋斗着去达到我人生

的目的, 到头来却始终觉得没有目的似的, 盲目的活着...

对酒当哥, 人生几何?

昨日一去, 不能蹉跎.

星月如梭, 我梦无择!

Those years I went through, there are lots of frustrating, happiness, bitter, and enjoyment, etc.  Even though it isn’t always as good as I wanted to be, I still appreciate all the things happened to me….. 

When I walk down the street by myself, I look at the beautify sky. I always thank to the god that I have my lovely parents who support me and love me all the time. Because of their support, I’m who I’m today!  Also god gave me a chance to meet Colin, who is lovely hubby and my soul-mate. I can share anything with him and always trust and depend on him. My family is the most pressure gift I got in the world. =) 

 I always tell myself, I’m almost the luckiest person in the world. I achieved most things I dreamed of when I was young.  I used to dream that I can travel to other countries to experience all different cultures and different lives.  Then I came to Toronto meet Colin and traveled a lot with him. I had enjoyed to go cruise to different countries with him and married on a fancy boat in west Caribbean.  Even though that’s not the wedding I dreamed of, but it was fantastic moment of my life!   

I close my eyes and make new wishes. I know they will become true one day and I enjoy my life and my never-ending dreams!

写给爸爸妈妈的, 希望有一天他们可以看到我是多么爱他们,放心我在异国他乡:

这些年我经历过许欢喜和忧愁, 快乐与悲伤. 虽然有些是不是总随我所愿, 但我还是感激上天赐与我的所有这些… 当我一个人独自在街头, 看着蓝蓝的天空和雪白的云朵. 我就会情不自禁的感慨万千…我真的好感谢上天给了爱我支持我爱我的父母. 他们的支持成就了今天独立自主的我. 我也感谢上天, 给了我机会认识了Colin. 我可以和他分享我人生的痛苦和快乐!

我 经常告诉我自己我是着世界上最快乐的人了! 我实现我许多儿时的梦想…我曾经梦想长大可以周游列国, 见见那外面的世界, 体验一下那许多异国风情…在爸妈的难舍下, ( 我来到了这里, 认识了Colin, 并和他到处旅游, 并且在西加勒比海的豪华油轮上结为人生伴侣. 虽然这不是我梦想中的婚礼, 但却是我人生最幸福的一刻! (虽然我为了爸妈未能出席而哭鼻子=)). 

我希望每个人都会象我一样幸福快乐! 并感激人生, 因为每一个人就象天上一颗星星, 每一个都是与众不同的, 如果你快乐的话, 就眨眨你的眼睛, 就象那无数颗星星, 让夜晚的天空更加灿烂吧!  

当我还是刚刚高中毕业时, 我选择了一个容易的人生道路, 离开了家人到易地去上大学.于是在家乡与大学间奔走. 因为离家很近, 八个小时的火车或两个小时的飞机是常事. 没有座位时, 拥挤不堪的时候也算是一种快乐, 因为想家心切...

 

后来因为年轻无济, 来了离家万里的异国他乡学习. 刚开始时, 不懂世事, 选了一些无聊却易得高分的课. 没有想象后来的结局...毕业以后, 上了班, 这才晓得没有学那些有用的课, 到头来又要重学那些...哎! 人生的选择呀! 你象天上的云, 那么的难以琢磨; 时而又遮住了我人生指路的阳光. 什么时候你会还给我属于我的太阳?

 

现在我不再躲避, 不再浪费属于我的阳光...

 

Here i go Again

I don’t know where I’m going when I was yonge... But, I sure know where I’ve been Hanging on the promises In songs of yesterday And I’ve made up my mind I ain’t wasting no more time But, here I go again I keep searching for an answer I never seem to find what I’m looking for Oh Lord, I pray You give me strength to carry on Cos I know what it means To walk along the lonely street of dreams Here I go again on my own Goin’ down the only road I've ever known Like a drifter I was born to walk alone An I’ve made up my mind I ain’t wasting no more time

 

Conservation environment minister just indicated “nuclear energy has no pollution to the environment”!  

 Wow…that’s an amazing new thing I ever heard!  Then I’m wondering how the hell the Chernobyl disaster happened? Or either they never studied history or never watched news.

The nuclear waste radiation can stay on the surrounding area for thousands of years.  It can basically sit on the soil, the grass, and trees. If anyone contact with it, you are pretty much dead or get cancer. The Ghost town is still having strong radiation around the 4km of radius. Rarely people can enter there even now.

 If you would like to know more, please visit following website. Especially for conservative morons.

http://www.kiddofspeed.com/chapter1.html 

C'est la vie

大漠飞沙尘宇广

我心本凄凉

意欲重返我家乡

无奈心已留异邦

每日只能忆家乡

无处诉衷肠

 

逢节更思远方

翘首隔窗独望

只愿父母安康

心再无以挂肠

只愿圆月照家乡

倾诉我衷肠

 

After I started work, I was so busy between work and school. Three courses are not as heavy as previous term, however I have less time to study.  As a beginner, work is still a fun thing for me and I can learn a lot of new stuff.

 

I hope that I studied hard when I was younger. Now it is not too later as long as I work harder.

Colin and I drove to Sudbury to attend Mike and Angela's wedding on Friday night.  It took about 3 and half hours since Colin drove pretty fast.

We had lots of fun on the way to Sudbury.  After Perry Sound, there is no light and no many cars on the road.  Like the darkness falls, everything was so mysterious and felt a little bit scary.   I think if something popped out from anyway would scare the shit out of me. =')

When we drove pass the bridge above the French River, heavy smog like falling to us because off the cold air.  It made me feel like being swallow by some invisible monster.  It was so much like a thrill movie.  Finally we got Sudbury around 2am, and we felt exhausted.

 

The next day, we went to a Royal Canadian Legend hall to have ceremony for Mike and Angela.  When we saw Mike's son there, who was exactly like Mike.  It is from the gene I guess =).  The wedding was hold under a big white tent which was decorated with nice white and purple bouquet.  The dining place was wonderful as well.  When they gave each other wows which was so touching and made me tearing off.   I hope that I would have a wedding that my parents would be there with me as well and share my happiest and most important moment like theirs.   Unfortunately lift is not always perfect.  Sometimes you have to give up something to exchange for other things.  =( 

 

Anyway I hope that they can have a long and happy marriage. =D

Recently I didn't add new entry because I am busy in preparing my final exams. Today I came in and found out the new format, which is much different with my old one. I had to change the layout again. =(

At the end of April, I went to Norwegian Jewel cruse with my husband's whole family.  This cruise line is much more expensive than Royal Caribbean, however the activities and food are worse than the Royal Caribbean.

 

Even though we had a lot of fun during the vacation, I  didn't enjoy it too much.  Puerto Rico is the only one that I loved most.  It has lots of traditional buildings and palaces, which make the city more interesting and more fun.

The roads are all made of stones which are narrow and bumpy, which make the city like an European small town.

People are more easy going, but the traffic is terrible due to the narrow stone road. The best way to travel here is by foot. =) It is also more green... The mix of old constructions and new tourist areas attract millions of tourists every year.

 

Our next port of call was Antigua, which is a very small town with about 50,000 population and 365 beautiful islands. Our tourist guise was a nice and humorous girl with very dark and black eyes.  She told us the road left is to turn right, and the right is to suicide here in Antigua... She took us to swim with stingrays in the open ocean.

We can actually hold the stingrays and take pictures with them in the water.  They feel slimy but look cute.  They are not scared of us at all.  We even can feed them with some small squids. That was really cool.

 

The 3rd port was St. Thomas Virgin Island.  We went to helmet diving here.  However the pressure made me feel headache and made mom and Colin feel sick.  Colin even got strip throat by using their scuba....=(

There are lots of iguanas in Virgin Island.  They walk around the park and the tree, look like kings of the island.

 

Unfortunately we couldn't get on Bahamas due to the strong windy condition.  That made the trip worse, because I didn't get to play beach volleyball and didn't get to swim in the sea.  =(  At the same time, Colin was sick very bad, and I guess that he didn't miss much of the trip then. =)

 

If we are going to next cruise trip, I would never go to NCL again anyway.  but I did have lots of sun and became very dark. =)

 

 

 

 

 

One of my close friends Amy is getting married this Sunday.

 

I truly wish she is going to have a great and long marriage!  And enjoying the good time! =')

We went to Niagara falls with my roommate Teresa and Frank on Sunday. 

 

Everything looked so nice like in the summer.  It was so humid like shower when we drove close to the fall.

 

We can clearly see the rainbow above the fall which seems like in a fairytale.  This reminds me last time when

 

I came here with Colin... We went to the Hunted House, that was fun and scary, I couldn't see a single thing

 

 inside the tunnel.  Also Colin tried to scare me...=')

 

 

Later we went to the Konzelman vinery, which was in decoration. However the lakeside vineyard was so cool and

 

looks like no end there.  (When I become old, I would like to live somewhere like here. )  We also tasted couple

 

vines, but I like the Vidal the most.  It is so sweat that I want to drink the whole cup.  We also bought alot of

 

bottle, even though we are not alcoholics. =D

 

Anyway it was a fun trip.

Now I only study for the exam and almost have nothing else to do.  I feel so bored and tired.

 

前两天刚刚从家回来, 现在却又开始想念爸爸妈妈 和可爱的小家亮了;  和弟弟们放鞭炮的那一幕仿佛还似在眼前; 也又好想念和妹妹弟弟一起出去吃羊肉串的那一刻呀! =)

 

只希望你们不要太挂念我了,  COLIN 会照顾好我的.  希望下次回家的日子快些到来吧!  好在和家人团聚...

也希望你们在新的一年里,  事业顺利,   生活如意...

 

我会大电话给你们的...不要忘了我呀!!!

I'm currently stuck in China due to a visa issue and it looks like I won't get back till sometime in March. :(

Hey Xiao Xu,

 

How is it going? Did you get my Christmas card? I sent to Lao Yu's office.

 

Hopefully, you guys have a great new year. =) I miss you so so so much...

 

Could you leave your phone number in my blog under common? Then I can call you later.

 

Have a great marriage and a cute baby!

 

Miss ya...

 

我大电话给你和老于的所有号码, 但都不好使. =(

 

我的电话是: 001-416-7339816 或001-4166707510

 

Guo Li

Haha...Hopefully all of my friends have a great Christmas and have fun....=D

Finally I finished all of my exams today! I'll so happy! And I'm going shopping tomorrow!  Woo......